A sick night.

It is a sick night. I can't fall asleep, am facing insomnia. There are so many thoughts feelings and stuffs running through my mind and I can't get a clear picture of it. Reminds me a lot.

I am very clear about what I need and what I want. But there's still something that bothered me. And I can't figure it out.

Yea I admit that I did something wrong in the past so I'm trying very hard to stop repeating it. My mind is disturbed by an unknown thought.
AHHHHH :(

I have not been so sentimental after the critical period. I know it's time to sleep. Stop to be so emotional and sentimental.
Goodnight :/




Everything will be fine.

Kuantan ( 3, 4, 5 )

 Kuantan oh Kuantan, i have nothing much to say. I just love the life right here. :)

                                                              Favorite CURRY MEE :D

                                                                   Sagu dessert :P

 

                                                                 Pandan nasi lemak !

                                                                   Sushi day ! :)

                                                                Hunting for food huh? ;)

   Let me show you the lovely choppa :D

          Tell you what. Kuantan has a really nice beach :)

 

                                                           And lastly, the happy family :P

Kuantan ( 2 )

Woke up at 630 in the morning and fetch my sis to school. And then I went to eat CURRY MEE ! :D Woooo I can find no word to describe it. >.<

Opps actually I planned to go for jogging in the early morning but my stomach was persuading me to go for the curry mee :x So the plan failed.

Spent my afternoon time with my family and the love one. So sad when I saw Jezz cafe didn't open today :( Awww my butter milk chicken rice :/ I'll get it someday !

Hmmm I have not start any of my study yet. It gonna be a prOblem. Shouldn't waste so much time. Haiz :( But nvm I'll start off soon. I hope it will not be too late.




I can see our future so brightly. Just in front of us. We'll fight for it.
I love you ♥

Kuantan ( 1 )

Had spent a lovely first day in Kuantan. Woke up at 1130 in the morning and after that went to a birthday party at tc McD :p
Awwwwww the beach. I miss you so much ! ♥ The sky looks so pretty here I don't know why. Just fall in love in this little town ♥

Went to a movie with him and my sis. Rio for the second time :D and I brought the little choppa to the pet shop for a bath ! She looks so cute with two little ribbon on her head :D

The 'homemade' dinner is the thing I always wish to eat while I'm apart. I wish my mum will always be with me and cook every meal for me :/ Haiz.

Hang out with ah jen Looi Yee and ah wen tonight :) I have not seen them for a really long time ! There's less pol around. No Melanie pong Yonglin Goh Daniel cheng and so on. When will we be able to gather and chit chat like we used to be :(



Ohhhhh there are more to come :)

Home.

Feel like I'm dreaming. A dream that I always wish to happen.
There's a lot of familiar sound around.
There's laughter and joy.
There's secure and warmth.
There's not a house but a home.

Yea, i'm home. A home that I have left for a long time.

I have one week time here and of course, there's a lot of plans waiting for me :D There's a lot of foods are waiting for me. Woohoo :P
The food the beach the gang the school the bed the washroom the everything. I miss everything here ! Oh here I come ;)




Plan !

An extraordinary child.

My name is Choppa.
I have a very happy and warm family. There's daddy, mommy, a elder sister with her boyfriend and a friend, AND a younger sister which doesn't live with me currently. Of course, I still have a grandpa and grandma :D

I'm really lucky enough to live in such a big family. Everyone in this family loves me so much. They, especially my daddy and mommy treat me like the most precious child in this world. They feed me with foods that contain a lot of vitamins, but sometime they like to treat me with junk food too ! oh gosh, the French fries of McD is my favourite! Although it's quite unhealthy :x 

Oh tell you what. Everyday, I sleep with my parents on the huge bed! The bed is the most comfortable place I have ever slept, with the thick blanket and cool atmosphere. Awwww ♥. My dad always complain about me because I always snore while I'm sleeping. No point, it's too comfortable ! :D 

My mum and dad are very busy. They have to go to work and school so I have to leave alone at home for every single day except Sunday! I have waited them to come back everyday, looking at the window. Hoping to listen the familiar sound.

But they always spend time to accompany me and bring me out for a walk :) I'm really excited whenever my parents holding my clothes and shoes, that's mean I have the chance to go out and play ! :P Life will not be so boring then. They also bring me to travel often. I have went quite a lot of places before ;) This week, I'm going to travel back Kuantan :D

I don't know why I have no interest about the toy or ball or anything looks fun. The only thing I'm interested in is my dad's fingers ! He always spend time playing around with me with only his fingers. And I find it fun chasing around with him and always try to dig a hole and hide. What a lovely daddy ♥
But sometime, he is quite fierce. My heart beats really fast whenever he speaks a little bit louder than usual. I know I'm naughty sometime. But I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do that. My life is really boring with you all by my side :/

Hmmm, my mom is caring. She feeds me everyday as my dad always forget to do so. I love to be with her and so I follow her everywhere she goes in the house. In the toilet, in the kitchen, in the room, everywhere. She always find chances to let me out of the house by begging my dad. Hooray ! :P 

My parents are very funny. They always fight because of me. They can fight when choosing which shampoo suits me, choosing my foods, choosing my clothes or even fight of my hairstyle. :S 

I feel like i'm a little queen in this family. I get everything I want and what they gave me is always the best. I can always lie down with whatever pattern I want.

                                                                   Like this,

OR

Like this.

I just stop here by now. Will try to upload some posts and pictures in the future. TEEHeE ! 














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The end.

Imma so glad that there's wifi everywhere in the college and I can keep myself online all the time :p

It's the last class for ENL101 and PSY105. And I have just finished the last quiz of the sem. Lecturers are throwing the final facts to us and yea, everything has came to the end.

There must be an ending for everything anything in the world, such as life. Everyone of us is going to end someday. So what for to bother something that doesn't really good to us? We have more to concern about. Just don't waste your time, and your life.


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Went to IKEA for a walk and dinner with the love one. Awww the meatballs were really really great ! I wish to take picture of them but i don't know why my camera didn't function at that moment. No point. I just left it aside and start eating x) Oh no the chocolate Sweden cake was really awesome ! Sorry that i couldn't get the pictures of them.

After eating, i have tested with my camera again, and it works ! -_-  So this is the picture after eating. Opps :X

And this is the food before we leave IKEA  !

                            Curry puff with eggy :D RM1

                            Plain vanilla ice cream. RM1 :D



Oh no they keep salivating me ! >.< You wouldn't know how delicious they really are unless you taste them ! :P

The traffic, i have nothing to say. Already used to this kind of situation but it still always irritate me ><











There's someone out there, somewhere far away.

What's in my mind right now?

Am blogging in college.

No more class later but i still have to wait as i have no transport. I am troublesome i think and always create a lot of problems for people around me. They can just go to school/work on time but because of me, they have to go 2 ways round, wake up very early blah blah blah. Sorry !


There are a lot of people here and i am facing my psychology textbook. The subtitle that i am reading is interesting and it's very common among us. Social psychology. It explain how mankind act, feel and think when staying in this world that filled with people. We have to interact with each other everyday. We form our own group, either in college, school, office, everywhere. Opps i think i better stop talking about this, i know it's boring -_-  and me too.

Time passes very fast and this is the last week of the semester. I have to face my final very soon. oh gosh i really hope i can do well. Today i've felt the feeling. The feeling of success after a great work. It's awesome ! and i promise i will work harder. Every time i lose my courage in studies, i'll remind myself of my parents. They have done everything they should do to us and it's more than enough. Every call they made, make me feel guilty i dont know why.


I hope i can grow up very soon but, i dont want them to grow old.

Sunday.

I've spent a lovely sunday with the sweet one :) Went to watch a movie and shopping ! :p RIO was nice and cute ! The love story behind was.. Sweet ! Ops can't think a word to describe it :x It touches me somehow.

Am waiting for the one whom has left me for 41hours. Oh I miss you so much ! Where'd you go?







Oh, a cup of chocolate and a slice of cheese cake, please.

Difference.

Color can make a difference.

So we shall paint our everyday life with rainbow color. Full of imagination. The real world has its limit, but the world of imagination is boundless. Yea just make today different from yesterday and tomorrow is unpredictable.

It's 5am in the early morning and i was still in my dreamland. I heard voices. What? you're leaving? Just give me a hug. I couldn't remember anymore.
When i woke up. Empty. You're gone. When you're gone, the pieces of heart are missing you.

It's a tiring day and i just stop writing here.


Miss you.

Needs.

Human needs and wants. Exclude the basic needs of life, we need many things else.

Friendship love care money achivement health blah blah blah. What does really carries weight in your life?

It's no longer the same.

We have different goals and different perspective towards life. We are no longer fighting for the same future. So our needs had changed.

Just like the two roads diverged in a yellow wood, and each of us had chosen the different road that lead to a further and further pathway.




No longer.

Day.

In college waiting for the class.

Start off my day with a cup of warm
Milo and biscuits. It's Friday, A day that I always looking for but it keep on reminding me of Rebecca black -_-

There's too much things around us that we should concern about. Too much.
Trying to find a balance in life but it sounds impossible. No way.

Things that used to be good had changed by time. It's all in my control but I refused to. Sigh.



will be a good day.

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Nothing.

There's actually nothing to say, but there's thousands of words crossing my mind.

Trying hard to catch a word that appears in me but, there's still nothing.

Something is happening but we don't realize.
Something is changing but we just ignore it.
Something is mutating but we just act like it still remains.




So, at the end of the day - there's still nothing.

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Words.

The words entered left ear and flew out from right ear. They don't even encode in the brain to analyze, just went off without any vestige.

That's what most of us did when someone around you is trying to tell you something you don't feel good.
Listen is manner that we should learn. It's a sign of respect. Listen to your parents, listen to your love one, listen to the melody around you. Listen with your heart. Just stop anything on hand for a few minutes everyday. Pay attention to every single sound around you.

You'll find peace and tranquility.

Just try it ! TEEHEE ;)

Lesson.

Today's lesson :

Do not SLEEP LATE at night when you've EARLY CLASS next day.
end up you'll be like me. Skip class -.-

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Life.

Life with assignments, quizzes and tests. Yea that's college life.

Was encouraged by brother to start a blog. Okay, just try it.

Went to a fashion show at pavilion. The first fashion show. I'm sorry that I still cannot figure out how to upload pictures from the phone. It was pretty awesome. :D

there goes my first post. TEEHEE x)




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